my past few entries must have made you believe that i'm an angry little kid, hurling bricks at the heaven and spitting on the ground or something. well, it's not that far from the truth, but still keeping things in perspective.

everything must have happened in preparation for this morning's Mother of all Disasters - i am scheduled to go down to associate dean's office to meet some bigshot honcho cos i skipped all of ONE tutorial last week, due to my distressing menstrual cramps. haha and u wonder what else could go wrong eh.

a mini panic attack coupled with dark chocolates and a (giant) Cornetto ensues, then compulsive smsing xuannie, inky and auntie ilynn (and hence receiving much-appreciated encouragements), and a pep talk with myself, i am feelin much much better.

afterall, i am well-trained in enduring such interrogation since secondary school. try 6 hours with the DM.

i just hope that it wouldn't rain on me later. o well, then all the shit that has been happening will morph into One Big Joke and then... MADNESS! haha.

"Fear thou not, for I am with thee
be not dismayed, for I am thy God
I will strengthen thee ; yea, I will help thee
yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness"

indeed, the Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall i be afraid?

even if Life is fond of screwing me up, it can't kill me innit.