do NOT link my blog, i'm warning you
i repeat myself again
I LOATHE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY KNOW ME VERY DAMN WELL. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO DEMAND ANY EMOTIONAL OBLIGATIONS FROM ME.
fuck i really detest the whole cycle of having to run away and hide from people who expect me to explain myself to them every single time i do something if not they'll assume a ridiculous GUAI LAN attitude, as if i owe them bigtime.
do u know how bloody guilty i am when i just run away and pretend that i never knew you, or when i deliberately put on a i'm-in-a-foul-mood-leave-me-alone demeanour just so that you will stay away? why do such "friendships" (or so i hoped) always end up in a silly ownership game?
i fuckin hate to be owned. noone can own me like that, u hear me. don't go thinking that i am just a little girl who can be told what to do and will listen. i don give a pigeon's shit about your advice.
from all my previous relationships till now, seems like nothing has changed. and i am sick and tired of this. platonic friendships between the 2 genders is a farce thru and thru, and it ain't my fault that they end up the way they are all the time. i don't care i'm going to stop trying to be civil. enough is enough.
so damn sad.
I LOATHE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY KNOW ME VERY DAMN WELL. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO DEMAND ANY EMOTIONAL OBLIGATIONS FROM ME.
fuck i really detest the whole cycle of having to run away and hide from people who expect me to explain myself to them every single time i do something if not they'll assume a ridiculous GUAI LAN attitude, as if i owe them bigtime.
do u know how bloody guilty i am when i just run away and pretend that i never knew you, or when i deliberately put on a i'm-in-a-foul-mood-leave-me-alone demeanour just so that you will stay away? why do such "friendships" (or so i hoped) always end up in a silly ownership game?
i fuckin hate to be owned. noone can own me like that, u hear me. don't go thinking that i am just a little girl who can be told what to do and will listen. i don give a pigeon's shit about your advice.
from all my previous relationships till now, seems like nothing has changed. and i am sick and tired of this. platonic friendships between the 2 genders is a farce thru and thru, and it ain't my fault that they end up the way they are all the time. i don't care i'm going to stop trying to be civil. enough is enough.
so damn sad.
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