useless entry. don't bother reading
i am going to cry. my dad has been talking non-stop in his very loud voice on the phone for the past God knows how many hours and it's driving me crazy. i have no idea if it's cos i'm having my menses and hence extra irritable, or i've suddenly developed a hypersensitivity reaction to noise, or i'm a bitch whatever it is IT IS BLOODY IRRITATING!!!
yes i know it's emergency work and it's what bringing in the dough to pay for my studies but still. not blaming anybody but just feeling really helpless in the midst of this.
maybe it's his voice, that authoritative tone, the bossy attitude that brings up all the _____ memories and evoking that instinctive defensive averse reaction in me. ma i know you think this part is bullshit so don't bother chiding me for it.
anyway, no amount of music can block out this terrible frenzy of whipped-up emotions and pent-up frustrations in me. and it ain't helping that i can't study a single word of Browse due to the above external noxious stimuli. plus my aching pelvis that is unresponsive to the miracle drug they call panadol.
soundproof walls for xmas it is.
yes i know it's emergency work and it's what bringing in the dough to pay for my studies but still. not blaming anybody but just feeling really helpless in the midst of this.
maybe it's his voice, that authoritative tone, the bossy attitude that brings up all the _____ memories and evoking that instinctive defensive averse reaction in me. ma i know you think this part is bullshit so don't bother chiding me for it.
anyway, no amount of music can block out this terrible frenzy of whipped-up emotions and pent-up frustrations in me. and it ain't helping that i can't study a single word of Browse due to the above external noxious stimuli. plus my aching pelvis that is unresponsive to the miracle drug they call panadol.
soundproof walls for xmas it is.
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