till the very end.

for the first time, i'm trying to like myself more.

to see myself like how God sees me. to fully trust that i am wonderfully and fearfully made in His image. to put away haunting memories of all the mistakes i've made, the people whom i've hurt, the shame i've been enduring.

and at the end of a month of soul-wrestling with my Saviour, the light has dawned upon me. Revelation for the now has come.

this will probably go on for the rest of my life - falling, struggling, rising.

but what's a Life without all of these? i relish in such rawness of emotions. the reality of internal agony only makes my faith more real than ever.

tho my world may fall, i'll never let You go.

and heaven forbid, that my passion for a guy will surpass that for Jesus. He is enough for me.