far far away
and so the day's finally almost a-comin, the day i leave for bangkok in hope of new inspiration, new excitement, and most hopefully a new life thereafter.
the amazing things a short trip out of the country can do for u. i shld do this sorta thing more often.
not having me sis around for 10 days is turnin me into a basketcase. first i keep sleepin my days away, hoping to shoo away the loneliness abit. i watch and rewatch cartoons like shrek and monsters inc on me comp (gingerbread man reminds me of her). then i start having peculiar fantasies about havin a boyfriend/husband/sugardaddy. and now i want to have a dog. bah. fortunately she's comin home right about tomorrow and i can finally end this nonsensical affair.
so for all of u lonely folks out there, don't make rash foolish decisions. always ask ur parents first before doin anything stupid that u'll regret later.
wat a supreme coincidence, that my jc friend daryll (is that how ur name is spelt?) is takin the same flight to bangkok on the same day at the same time! now i finally have time to catch up with him, over a 2 hour flight without inflight entertainment. nice.
there's a whole load of stuff to do before leavin, despite it being a very short trip. responsibilities responsibilities. maybe one day i shld just drop em all and let things take their own course, see how it all works out without me in the end, and that the world will still be spinning without my hand in the mechanics. then i'll finally realise that i'm really quite dispensable. but before i could develop such a hippie carefree attitude, i'll still be the worrywart that i am.
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i like to consider carefully the motives of certain decisions before actually carrying them out. perhaps i do listen to my head more than my heart. somehow i don't trust my heart very much. it always fails me and then my liver takes the abuse after that.
heh kiddin
okay no presents for you! i'm gonna be a selfish cupcake and buy evrything for myself. merry xmas indeed.
the amazing things a short trip out of the country can do for u. i shld do this sorta thing more often.
not having me sis around for 10 days is turnin me into a basketcase. first i keep sleepin my days away, hoping to shoo away the loneliness abit. i watch and rewatch cartoons like shrek and monsters inc on me comp (gingerbread man reminds me of her). then i start having peculiar fantasies about havin a boyfriend/husband/sugardaddy. and now i want to have a dog. bah. fortunately she's comin home right about tomorrow and i can finally end this nonsensical affair.
so for all of u lonely folks out there, don't make rash foolish decisions. always ask ur parents first before doin anything stupid that u'll regret later.
wat a supreme coincidence, that my jc friend daryll (is that how ur name is spelt?) is takin the same flight to bangkok on the same day at the same time! now i finally have time to catch up with him, over a 2 hour flight without inflight entertainment. nice.
there's a whole load of stuff to do before leavin, despite it being a very short trip. responsibilities responsibilities. maybe one day i shld just drop em all and let things take their own course, see how it all works out without me in the end, and that the world will still be spinning without my hand in the mechanics. then i'll finally realise that i'm really quite dispensable. but before i could develop such a hippie carefree attitude, i'll still be the worrywart that i am.
**
i like to consider carefully the motives of certain decisions before actually carrying them out. perhaps i do listen to my head more than my heart. somehow i don't trust my heart very much. it always fails me and then my liver takes the abuse after that.
heh kiddin
okay no presents for you! i'm gonna be a selfish cupcake and buy evrything for myself. merry xmas indeed.
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