lose my breath

perhaps xx was right all along. nobody really ever gives a big fat bloody damn bout anyone.

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anyway, today was traumatizing. the lectures i mean. if u like blood sex and gore, do drop in anytime. u'll be duly satisfied. after that nauseating video clip of that half-naked woman jiggling her butt at 100 times per sec (yes in our lecture powerpoint slides), i'm pretty sure someone would just start wanking in class some day, judging from the hoots and cheers. it's our raging hormones and stuff.

and the repulsive laughter at unfortunate patients didn't cease today. not surprising. wat, were u expecting sniffling noses and teary eyes from coolheaded future doctors who don't bat an eyelid at images of ulcerated penises and gangrenous limbs? please. leave ur emotions at the door and let the nurses do the sayanging.

singapore idol finals tonight. the perfect excuse to meet up with my aunties and pretend i'm not a very stressed up medical student for about 6 hours. i've a strong desire to skip school till next year. go climb nepalese mountains or eat fried crickets or somethin. anything, just to get away.

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i really enjoy reading blogs by polytechnic students. somehow, they seem to have more interesting things to talk about apart from mundane school life, jay chou concerts, and the best brand of pimple cream to use. it's like, they're really living Life the way it should be lived. or somethin.

maybe i've been caged for the longest time ever and it's starting to run low on oxygen in here.