Thursday, November 25, 2004

wonka's whipple-scrumptious fudgemallow delight

somehow my mind is constantly away in the land of far far away wherever i am these days. i lose patience with my current activity and yearn to begin on another one almost immediately, yet find myself in the same cycle of restlessness and lethargy.

i could do with a healthy dose of focus and self-control. then again, wat's the point. it's the end of the year and the holidays are a-nearin. nobody really cares if i waste myself to death with decadence and hedonism anyway. and they shouldn't too.

perhaps i was doin something right all along. guilt-free living is the only way to go. allow my conscience to take a vacation and bend the rules a lil. maybe break a few hearts along the way. o wat the heck.

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i'm bewildered at the flurry of haste and gnawing anxiety in most of my classmates regarding clinical groupings. i think they think too much. but i reckon i'm being ignorant and lazy as well. have no idea that one should take into consideration factors like whether ur group mates live near you, if they drive, if they're the offspring of manchurian emperors, if they rear tigers for pets etc etc and other assorted reasons.

really, the fuss is uncalled for in my opinion. people change, so do circumstances. doesn't mean that u should take the easy way out by selecting the seemingly more 'competent' ones and forgo the opportunity to discover another side of the friends u hang out with now.

besides, choosing those whom you can have a good working relationship invariably means that you'll not be havin much fun with him/her after school hours. but hey, if school spells fun to you, then it's all cool i suppose.

my point is, stick to those whom you're familiar with if you defend ur safety zone ferociously and is inept with social skills like me. or be adventurous and just allow the powers of randomisation to determine ur future playmates in hospitals. and if ur best friend points her nasty lil finger at you, accusing you of being a traitor and wails hysterically 'i'm not gonna friend you anymore!' if you don't choose her as ur group member, then just call up the animal shelter for help.

see, things are really quite simple.

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people are so kind these days. they come up to ur unit and sell u lovely ice-creams in a bid to fatten you up for slaughter. bah.