set adrift on memory bliss
no thought-provokin entries for now. no inspiration, no experience, no-nothing.
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moving on from a terribly busy week to another terribly busy weekend. school has been absolutely mundane. many classmates have lost a drastic amount of weight. i am sick with envy.
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the male species have a funnily keen sense of creating much embarrassment out of a little blunder. the same thing can happen with a girl, and we'd just laugh it off. but with a guy, it's an eternal walk down the hall of shame. do they forget bout it as soon as i do? then we'll prob never forget bout it at all.
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i don't like to say hi to people whom i have ambiguous relationships with.
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friends who go thru mood swings induce similar mood swings in me too. imitative effect, perhaps. i need to be more resilient.
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i'm going to be 21 next year. a full-fledged grown-up woman, with perfectly functioning ovaries and mammaries. at the prime of my youth and health.
maybe it's time to do some family planning. so where can i obtain an adoption form?
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when i'm an old spinster, with nothing to my name save for a spankin east coast penthouse, a shiny maserati convertible, and a plastic surgery clinic, all i need is a handsome pooch to be my companion for the rest of my days. no tiny whiny dogs which look stupid, yelp all day, and are weak enough to be crushed with a flick of my digits.
i don't want to be all alone in my house. some form of life has to exist besides me, for emotional comfort. and i'm not talkin bout some cactus plant or goldfish with short-term memory.
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my insecurities get the best of me sometimes. when they do, i become all tired and withdrawn and anti-social. then noone will bother me and i get away with evrything.
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it's hard, to stick to promises.
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moving on from a terribly busy week to another terribly busy weekend. school has been absolutely mundane. many classmates have lost a drastic amount of weight. i am sick with envy.
**
the male species have a funnily keen sense of creating much embarrassment out of a little blunder. the same thing can happen with a girl, and we'd just laugh it off. but with a guy, it's an eternal walk down the hall of shame. do they forget bout it as soon as i do? then we'll prob never forget bout it at all.
**
i don't like to say hi to people whom i have ambiguous relationships with.
**
friends who go thru mood swings induce similar mood swings in me too. imitative effect, perhaps. i need to be more resilient.
**
i'm going to be 21 next year. a full-fledged grown-up woman, with perfectly functioning ovaries and mammaries. at the prime of my youth and health.
maybe it's time to do some family planning. so where can i obtain an adoption form?
**
when i'm an old spinster, with nothing to my name save for a spankin east coast penthouse, a shiny maserati convertible, and a plastic surgery clinic, all i need is a handsome pooch to be my companion for the rest of my days. no tiny whiny dogs which look stupid, yelp all day, and are weak enough to be crushed with a flick of my digits.
i don't want to be all alone in my house. some form of life has to exist besides me, for emotional comfort. and i'm not talkin bout some cactus plant or goldfish with short-term memory.
**
my insecurities get the best of me sometimes. when they do, i become all tired and withdrawn and anti-social. then noone will bother me and i get away with evrything.
**
it's hard, to stick to promises.
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